What I was feeling when I found out I had a daughter

I want a boy. I dreamed and prayed that I would have a boy. I wanted a boy. Instead I got a poor little fool who will live in a man's world. She can never be successful, she can never be her true self, and she can never let lose. My little girl will have to marry rich, do whatever he husband says, and always watch as to how she is acting. I'll have to teach her how to trick rich men into loving her. I will have to tell her that she can't be independent and will have to always be dependent on a man. Oh how I feel sorry for her. If I knew I was going to have a girl when I got pregnant I would have taken it back. She's going to be a poor little fool. I wanted a boy, I really wanted a boy. I'll love her and worry about her and have to watch her as she grows into a younger me. I didn't want a younger me! Because I, like her, am a little fool.